I know have a part-time job and hope to build up a small clientele to do the basics of dog grooming. I can't do haircuts but I can do most everything else. I just want to earn some extra money to start a Gospel website and to really share the Gospel. I am not going to be able to do my blog everyday unless it's just one or two shares. I've also got to cut down on my Google communities. I keep trying to but I am having problems wanting to unjoin so if you can accept that I won't be able to participate but maybe 3 or 4 times a month, I'd like to stay. I am going to unjoin any non-Christian groups except for the few animal sites I'm on as I love animals. So does God! Now, if I'm on multiple groups by the same owner, I'm going to unjoin all but one. I am too overwhelmed and I want to participate but my time is now even more limited. Plus, it's getting warm and my husband and I are going to be doing things together. After God, he is my priority. I also need to feed myself and read the Bible more as well as attend church and Bible study and listen to these awesome CDs by the best church in Florida. In a few months, I'm going to have a website and will be posting on that rather than my blog. I'll keep it just to share fun Christian stuff. I also want to be honest, I had an issue I'd been struggling with but now have it fixed. I was suffering from depression and PTSD and it has hit me hard this year. I have been so lonely but God is faithful. He's blessed me far more than I deserve. I'm never leaving the faith but I can't keep up. I am taking Tuesdays and Sundays off of the computer. I'm not even turning it on. I get burnt out on it and I want to get out and live my faith and not just sit in the house and being online. I love the internet but it's a double edged sword. There's so much hate and danger on here. I'll be sharing some awesome men of God and great websites that have sound doctrine and will never lead you astray. So I'll do what I can but the guilt of not participating and feeling as I have to be a slave to this machine is interfering with my faith. I can't let it come before my relationship with Christ Jesus anymore. I will be doing my blog 5 days a week but not more than 7 posts. God bless and thanks for your understanding!
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