Hi all, I just wanted to say I am sorry for not posting on my blog or being on my communities for 2 days. It wasn't intentional but life throws you curve balls OR God gives you what you need and well I committed "emotional suicide" yesterday, lol. I'd been feeling down, I don't know why, so I watched some sad movies and cried. I cried a lot. The Bible says, "there's a time to mourn" so I felt it was my time to mourn. I felt better but still down until a friend I recently reconciled with that got saved about the same time I did. He called and we talked for almost 8 hours last night. I was too tired to get online and today, my husband and I had a really good time just being together, dealing with issues, etc. It felt like a gift.
I suppose you want to know what I mean by I am not a fan. Let me ask you this and then I want to share a link. Are you a fan of Jesus Christ? Do you give Him the key to your heart totally or are there doors in your heart that that key doesn't open? We say the "sinner's prayer," which is not scriptural at all and we say we're saved by grace not works and that's true. But...are we forgetting when He told us that if we want to follow Him we must pick up our cross and follow Him? Do you even know what that means? We are to die to ourselves daily and submit to His will. In the end, Jesus Christ doesn't want fans, he wants...
Completely.Committed.Followers.
Please go to this link to see what I mean. I am not a fan of Jesus Christ anymore. I am totally devoted and passionately in love with my Savior, Yeshua ah Messiach. One day at a time. It's all about what He said, Love God, love others. You have fulfilled the law. A great movie is on PureFlix you should see on this. It will change how you view your faith. God bless you all and I love you all so much. If you ever need me, I promise I'll be here. My phone number is 904-713-3552. Call me 24/7. Have a blessed long weekend.
Not a Fan
