I also dreamed a bad thing happened and I was killed. It was an awesome dream cos I flew up to Heaven (not like a bird) and it was so awesome I never looked back. It's like I could see this world start fading and transforming into this beautiful new world. Sort of like morphing. My husband and I found ourself in a field of flowers that were every color but it's like the plants were alive and the colors were normal but so much more brilliant. There were birds and clouds so beautiful it would make you cry. I knew in my dream I couldn't stay there but I heard no voices and that Heaven was just over the field. That's all I was allowed to see.
I don't believe it was a prophetic dream but it was an answer to a prayer I've been asking for for quite a while. IF what I experienced is what a Christian's death is like, I assure you that you have nothing to fear and everything to live for. No, you are not to wish to die because I also knew I had to come back because although I wasn't told what, I knew I had to be on earth for a reason. I try to lead others to Jesus Christ but I'm not very effective. I don't get much of a chance and the church I found is a bust. It's too seeker sensitive. I am too conservative for this rock concert church services even though I love the music. I just don't go to be entertained but to learn. I want truth, not to make me feel better. If I'm in willful sin I am not aware of, I want to know it. I just found out through the Bible I was sinning against Him. I've spoken evil about others in the body of Christ when I should be praying for them and loving them. Wasn't happy but I want to please God because He's God.
I'll get back to participating soon, I hope. I've got to deal with a few things and it may be a week or two but I need to decide what direction I want to take this blog besides just the Gospel. It may only be about the Gospel but I still plan to have some fun too. God gave us the gift of laughter and playfulness and I'm going to enjoy it. We should be happy.
Let me give you some advice that may help. If you're struggling with overcoming something, like smoking, mild to severe drug addiction, anything that you may be putting before God and it's difficult, don't go down the road that you'll never feel better again or fear tomorrow it will be worse. It might but it might not be. Fill your mind with the good and Godly things, read a book, talk to friends and remember that it's only a moment in time and in a few days or weeks, you'll be free. Running the race is hard and it's difficult and you want to give up. But that light at the end is Jesus Christ. I'll be honest, I am not ashamed to say I'm having to take narcotic pain medications. I'm weaning off and may have to stop cold turkey. I don't know yet but I do know that I will survive and victory is a little way off. I do not believe it's a sin to take medications of any kind and even if it causes physical addiction, if you need the medicine to live, take it. Me, I felt I was taking it more than I need to and I want to either get off completely or free from addiction but can take them IF needed but not to prevent pain. There's a difference between use and abuse and I take them as prescribed most of the time. However, my doctor upped my Rx and I don't think I need that much. I need your guys prayers and support. This is my decision to do this and I'm leaving it in Jesus Christ's hands. Whatever His will is for me, I shall do. Pray for me, understand my struggles without judgment please and if anyone else has or is going through this, I'd appreciate an email at WorthyistheLamb@aol.com. God bless and enjoy the sermon.
BTW, are you guys having dreams of end times, the rapture or Second Coming? I'm not talking about prophetic dreams but I've never had these types of dreams before getting saved. I doubt it really means anything but...the Bible says we will dream dreams. Much love and love much in Christ Jesus and the video IS the Gospel!
GOD BLESS YOU ALL! SHALOM!
