I NEED PRAYERS AND UNDERSTANDING

Short and sweet...I need a lot of prayers.  I decided to quit my pain meds and smoking cold turkey. Today is my 2nd day.  I weaned down to a decent level but it's still hard.  I feel I have to do this because I feel a strong conviction to quit.  Normally, I go into hermit mode.  I'm going to try not to this time but I've been struggling with this for 7 months now.  I may go into detox, I'm praying I can do this on my own.  I need prayers, not judgment.  Let me get through this and I'll be back.  I'm doing fairly good psychology but physically, not so much.  I love you all and I can do ALL through Christ who strengthens me.